Saw It Coming

It’s been a while since I’ve expressed my thoughts and inner feelings…

And now that I’ve come across an unexpected yet foreshadowing event that I’ve only had dreams about, I’m starting to think that the future is hinting me.

He’s gone back, returned home. Something tells me that I’ve already known this was going to happen someday, so I semi-prepared myself. At the same time I feel uneasy. I am trying my best to be happy and live in the present. I have to figure out what I want to do with my life and I can’t just lay away thinking it’s going to hit me soon. This is one of those DO IT situations. I can say that I am slowly figuring out the person I am, my strengths and weaknesses, and overall becoming more of an adult. Responsibilities will always find a way to keep one busy. Although life currently feels like a “never-ending to-do list”, I believe that I will find a way to live in the moment rather than panic and rush to finish a task. I need to learn to¬†let go and¬†breathe every once in a while.