Remember the time.. when we fell in love

I’m excited to sleep because I feel like I’m close to seeing you again. My emotions from the summer we first met are priceless. How I motivated myself to go to summer school but also kept you in the loop on a daily until we were united again. Those days were brutal, do-able, but busy. Going to class in the evening at SCC Davis, then working in Redwood City every weekend for Lisa’s boyfriend’s family restaurant.. Just to save up for your bday trip in Vegas (my first time ever).

Love, those were some high points in my life. How I want to experience that again with you. I miss you..

Another breakdown

With everything that has happened in a span of less than a year, I’ve dealt with a lot of bullsh*t, but also many blessings.

For one, Justin, you have been my best friend and confidant. I want to show you how much I’m thankful to have you in my life. I don’t know where I’d be without you and I’m so appreciative of you holding my hand, giving me hugs, putting me before you.. all to keep me happy. You have been motivating me since day one and I want to be there for you when you need me. Before that, I need to work on myself and be a better version of myself so that I don’t implode on my emotions and thoughts. It’s been rough and you’ve been there every step of the way. You deserve all the credit possible. Thank you. I hope our friendship will last as long as I live. I’m sorry for being an a**hole. You put up with my irrational self, and you have so much ahead of you. I love you, thank you for everything.